As I lay myself
down to sleep,
an extreme lonliness tears my heart apart.
A day doesn't go
by
without a vision of you crossing my mind.
When I first met
you
I noticed your eyes full of kindness and warmth.
Your eyes radiating
a gentle softness,
your words full of charm and wit.
I pray to God that
someday,
I can hold you in my arms,
feel your gentle heart
beat against mine.
My face burns with
tears
as I know my prayers are in vain.
Such sorrow fills
my heart
when I remember we can never be.
Two kindred spirits
so close,
yet seperated by an uncrossable chasm.
And so I try oh
so hard to move on,
feeling incomplete and isolated,
so very torn up inside
waiting for the healing to begin.
- Rom